17:46// Please do not hate me. I am sorry. I forgive. We are on the same team. I have lost everything over you, because you honestly meant the world to me. I am sorry I screwed up under the intense pressure, but I have seen and changed. You have no justifiable reason to continue to act with such emotional abuse and manipulation of the police state. You do not have to resign yourself to random hookups and detachment from meaningful human intimacy in order to get your writing done. I never wanted you to put me before your work. I never wanted you to feel guilty, because I knew the resentment it would breed. You are a better man than you have become Samuel Dwinell. I believe in your goodness. I will not hate you, because you are my brother and my friend. I love you.